Poem: Not A Small Girl

I look upon the bright morning sky ,
And I realize I’m on my own ,
Not a small girl anymore ,
A girl who will cry the whole day just to get what she wants ,
Who relies on other people to survive .

Now ,I’m not a girl who doesn’t understand anything ,
I’ve grown up and have learnt ways to live on my own ,
Now , I understand feelings and pain ,
I know the real meaning of love .

I’ve been hurt and not just once ,
And my wound stills bleed till today ,
I cry every night when I think about the past ,
When I think about you .

Why am I so unfortunate ?
I keep asking the same question to myself everyday ,
Why all my love ends in misery ?
Or it’s just my fate to live this way ?

Now , I’m stronger ,I’m tired of the tears ,
I will not think about the past anymore for it only kills me deep inside ,
I will only move on ahead ,
And just hope that one day the perfect man will come ,
The one who is going to spent forever with me .